Friday, March 14, 2008

i'm still here...

hello...

i've been in a bit of a hazy funk
and afraid that any words put down here
might just sound like so much whining
and i would rather remain silent until
the cloud lifts and i step back into
the light

i sincerely appreciate the concern
and caring of all my dear friends

springtime is returning to my soul
and the ice jam in my head is beginning
to melt and perhaps now the words can flow...

8 comments:

~:*:*:Sparrow:*:*:~ said...

You are allowed to "whine" - because it isn't whining - it is expressing; furthermore - what a better place to do it?

This is Great Aunt Cleo's Hat Pin, for chrissakes!!!!

Soon you will be out of that "place". I know a little salt and rosemary isn't enough to protect you from all the demons flying around... they are on steroids and require a little more work than that... You are inhaling, eating and wading through a lot of crap and it's manifesting in a treatable illness because that's the only place it has to go.

You need to move. And soon. And we will do a cleansing of all your spiritually porous belongings just to be sure you haven't relocated any of "his shit". The moment you take your bass out, sit down in your space and begin to play - all the sneaky little interloping energy will be scared the hell right out of your sunshiney, happy, loving little home! I promise you.

I love you... for lifetimes.

Unknown said...

Bless you, my love...bless us, for that matter...
...i love you too
past
present
future...

Anonymous said...

Hey ((((Kev)))),

I listened to your music on Shell's page. You are great. They need to mix your outstanding bass up a little (or maybe it was just my crappy computer speakers that couldn't reproduce it very well). ;)

Keep up the good work and please remember that you are a great and mighty spiritual being with dignity and purpose and direction. My prayers are with you always...

Unknown said...

...thanks for the kind kudos, Janet...if you like, i could send along some discs so you can listen on your stereo or disc player or what have you...these are early mixes from our fourth recording effort and will be completed in the coming several months as we get the rest of the band members and assorted guest artists in to add their magic to the tracks...
...i know that pride is one of the seven deadly sins, but i'm proud of the word we did on the preceding three discs as well...

Unknown said...

...oh shit i hate typos...that should be the "work" we did...i'm such a fussbudget sometimes...

Anonymous said...

heh heh ehe... I hate tyops too... ;)

I would LOVE that! Shell has my address.

By the way, you need to stay home and recover tonight. Please. If you were actually bad enough to go to the hospital, you are too sick to play. Your body is talking to you. We would all be HORRIBLY upset if anything were to happen to our Mr. Pumpkin of the Soul... ;)

xoxoxox

Unknown said...

...i know...it's completely mad, but i'm about to head off to make the low notes...i think i would feel worse if i didn't go...in nearly six thousand shows over the years, i've missed only eight...
...will report in later...

love to you all...

Unknown said...

well...it is offically the "wee hours", early St. Patrick's Day and i survived the gig in good fashion, considering how much i felt like hammered dog shit this morning...the human body is an amazingly resiliant thing, and i'm glad i was able to 'take one for the team', so to speak...